Right now as I write my son is sitting in his awesome swing playing and talking to himself! This totally makes my morning. I love that little guy so much. I wish I could stay home with him more but at this point its not an option. So I make the best I can of the days I am home with him. I am lucky enough to get 3 full days home though. But I am so afraid he's going to do some major milestone such as crawling for some one else. So when we are home he gets all the tummy time all the attention and everything I can possibly give him! No it doesnt always keep him on his schedule but it keeps us both very happy. It does give me some comfort that his first word was mama and his second was dada.

I am also sitting here watching my little dog roll over a dog treat. Its a huge treat that he is barely able to eat but feels the need to roll on top of it. He's hilarious. He does this to all of his important things. He has a pillow and what was once a stuffed polar bear that he also rolls on.  Also on the other hand I am trying to keep the big dog from eathing said treat. They each got one but Zeppelin is greedy and wants them both for herself! Hahaha!

Evans swim diaper came in today. I love it. It looks like a little speedo on him. I cant wait for his swim classes to start in April. There are only 4 classes and he'll have a new swimsuit for all of them!! Best dressed little man hands down. My mom got him little swim shorts with matching sandals!! They are orange and brown with pirates and monkey pirates on them!

I love my job. Not so much the crazy amount of changes that have been happening in the office and with corporate but my job in itself is great. However it is not a forever job. One day and one day soon, my patient will graduate from services and no longer need me. This day will be hard because I have been there since they were 5wks old! Nearly 3yrs. I am trying to get my RN so that when he no longer needs me I will have more job opportunities. When I got my LVN I lived in an area where there were just as many jobs for me as there were for an RN. I have however moved and where I am now they largely prefer RNs. I am so nervous to go back because its not easy then add Evan and a full time job and losing weight and everything else on top just seems like so much. But I can do it! I will do it! I have so much to do it for!! Thankfully soon I wont have to be a full time employee! I can do PRN or whatever because I wont have to carry the insurance. And that alone is such a relief. Well my honey is home and Evan will be waking up soon so life calls!